it felt like you might feel had you just done exactly what i just did
I talked crap @ 11:22 p.m. on 10.10.03
i didnt use to be this cynical sarcasting, mean evil and annoying (hard to believe i know) i spent the better part of my first 2-3 years in ankeny trying to be something i wasnt; hanging around the so-called "popular kids" wanting to be accepted in this new environment. i came to do some of the less endearing things they did, (think of someone like tim easter, of all the annoying things he did, then give them to me, only to a lesser extent.) armed with the big sharp teeth of retrospect, i see that doing all that was stupid, and in the long run, im glad i was never really accepted. tho, as all you people can tell, i still have some tim easter like characterists (ew!) well, i just thought id get that out there, cyall later
also, a couple metafors
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The plan was simple, like my brother Phil. But unlike Phil, this plan just might work.
It hurt the way your tongue hurts after you accidentally staple it to the wall.
Her artistic sense was exquisitely refined, like someone who can tell butter from "I Can't Believe It's Not Butter."
